CHERISH

moved officially(:

2008-11-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

Yeah, this is my 239th post. I've moved my blog officially!

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you said we are not compatible

2008-11-15T12:56:00.001+08:00

you said we are not compatible

2008-11-12T09:43:00.001+08:00

gosh, i think i screwed up my econs paper.

MIDST OF A LEVELS

2008-11-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

midst of a levels

cool yo

2008-10-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

life is so vulnerable..

i'm speechless..

i miss liang siya

2008-09-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU

LOL!!!!!!!!!!

MUGGING

2008-09-04T16:44:00.011+08:00

just a nerd, a happy one!

It has been long since i last blogged!
I AM NOT DEAD YET

zzz. More than 100 photos to upload.
& time is running out.
oh oh, tight schedule.

some random photos to share:

and lastly, misses for them*

end of exams..

2008-07-02T21:49:00.004+08:00

I wanna shout. Yeeee-haaaaaaaaaaahhh.

Mids finally ended. Happy-or-not. Gah(no comments)

I'm going out with besties tomorrow!

I AM GONNA SHOP BUY SING & YAY!

Haha, so happy for me right? :D

Everyday is booked from tomorrow ;D

To that two animals: we shall meet next Friday okay!
(before vinaribena's attachment!)

MY DREAM PHONE! :D

2008-06-30T08:56:00.007+08:00

xoxo

HAHA. Finally, i found my dream phone (just when
everyone's getting oh-so-ahhhh over iPhone) ! :D

Woooo, now, i can finally get rid of that idiot Viewty
I'm carrying. Arghhhhh. It's the "best" phone I've ever got.

I've been using that phone for less than 4 months &
gotta change it, because i really don't like it!!!!!!!!

Also..

Mom is urging me to get a new phone since last month.

Heh, for now, even if she doesn't urge me, I'll change my
Viewty to my LG secret. Heh! I've decided to give LG
another try because i really adore LG secret!

It's like damnnnn sleek and pretty right! *hiak hiak

I'm going xoxo jaja gaga over it!

Also, I've been wanting to get a pink DS lite.
& I know it's like the thang of the past. Heh,
i know daddy will get it for me after my exams!
Muacks for Daddy!!!! :D

Pre-bdae celebration for lessy

2008-06-28T13:12:00.007+08:00

dear lessy (:

Yes, again, my big picture in the very post I'm on the way to meet laopo!

xoxo

Heh, we went to holland village to search high&low
for lessy's present lahhhh.
Like an idiot under the scorching hot sun,
just looking for balloons. LOL

Finally, we got everything we wanted & headed
to town. PARTY WORLD again(:

We took A LOT of photos but I'm too lazyyyy to
upload, so created a picture grid and squeeze 20% of
the photos in. Heh
Heh, we then met up with py & went to lessy's house
'intending' to give her a surprise. BUT, lousy py
indirectly gave lessy some hints that we were
going to give her that oh-so-surprise surprise. LOL

Not forgetting lessy's favourite..
HAPPY 18TH!

Lessy and her balloon wrap

Heh, she was damn afraid to burst the balloon & we
were all standing as far as possible. LOL

HOPE YOU LIKE ALL THE PRESENTS MY DEARRRR!:D

life is like a movie

2008-06-25T09:33:00.003+08:00

(Post inspired by VinaRibena)
Life is like a movie, and each individual films their own debut
Somehow, it feels magical or perhaps queer that fate brought
us all together

We were all leading our own life, walking alone in the lonesome path
& fate brought us together and made our paths intersect
We are no longer alone (:
I think it really requires alot to just bring 2(or more) strangers together,
and unravel the future together, hand-in-hand

No one can predict future or perhaps i can't predict what the future
has got for me
So, I would really love to appreciate&cherish what i have currently(:

Mom&Dad brought me to this world and embraced me with all their
love&care. Together with my crazy cousins! (filming of movies&
all! :D)
I grew up and got enrolled into CCKPS. I knew some friends, but
often met some bad eggs that would ridicule me for my looks.
PSLE ended and low aggregate marks threw me to CCKSS. But,
fortunately, I got to 1/10(worst class though) and knew some
really good friends that lasted till even now. He accompanied me
through my life and the melancholy period of mine.I got into SJAB, my
dream CCA :D Of course, I got to know ah man, LAOPO & sheena!
and nice brothers and sisters. Then, got to 3/6. I'm still very happy because
of the 3 clowns in my class! baba & all! :D And before graduating,
i knew i would definitely 'last long' with these best bunch of friends -
MY YI-JIA-REN, Laopo Lessy QQ Tomtom.
Here comes my holiday jobs, i got to work in Heeren and through
the blessings of god, i met JIA YING&VINA! From strangers
to best friends! HAPPY IS THE WORD :D And then, I knew
buddy through ron. Then, wilson.And a lot of come-and-go passerby.
I got into the hang of it. That's it - clubbing. Through clubbing,
i knew Alicia, Jal & Xueqi:D
Then, I squeezed into PJC& started this new phase of my life(:
07s31! A class of ALL CHINESE including xie xing. Haha. & then,
I met world-most- lame-person, Lewis Lee. LOL.

Patched up with baby(:

ALl I've stated... Works of fate? :D I don't care, but all thanks to
that, I am leading a blissful life now with family, cousins, and a
great bunch of never-die friends..

randommmm

2008-06-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna shop,
I wanna spend money!

I miss that two animals ._.
&WELCOME BACK ! :D

study progress

2008-06-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

Woooo, got over with h1 subjects.
Done with mathematics,
almost complete physics,
and started Economics.

Way to go! YAY!

THAT FLASHER

2008-06-18T19:12:00.003+08:00

I hate perverts & flashers!!!!!
& I just met one at the bus stop outside pjc today..

I once said that i would just chop off that stupid thing if one were
to flash it or execute obscene acts in front of me, but, it's really
not just so simple like what I've imagined.
Words just can't explain it..

HE IS JUST SO FUCKING DISGUSTING&RESEMBLES MAS
SELAMAT, just that he's taller..

More than just discomfiture,
simply disgusted

SENTOSA WITH YI JIA REN

2008-06-18T18:27:00.002+08:00

it looked like we'd went to the haunted houseeeee

SENTOSA, HERE WE COME! :D

Heh, Sentosa with MY PRECIOUS! :D

(not just the guy down here only lahh), also with
laopo & co.

Heh, we bought the dont-really-know-what package
& toured sentosa. heh

We thought it was a toilet, but...
HAHAHAHA

2 dummies & one siao-eh inside!

The tower that spins!!!
View from the tower (:

He always seemed reluctant to take photos with me!

HE HORRRRR!

On the skyride! :D At first i was really afraid,
but actually, nothing to be afraid of lahhhh!
because i've bee bee with me! LOL

tomtom & kia kia sweetest (: The beachhhh (:

If heaven permits, we shall stay together always&forever

random

2008-06-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU

SHORT MEET UP WITH YING & VINAAAAA

2008-06-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

Jia Ying, Ervina & Kelly

Met up with vina&jia ying :D:D:D

We met up at the usual place again, townnnnnnn.

PARTY WORLD! (:

i looked.. funny
them!
HAHAHAHAHA!

smile my dears

spastic look from vinaaaa ribena.
after party world and they became 'ah- do'

NEOPRINTS! A must! (: happy, really happy :D dined at hipppppppp usa.

Then, we went to taka for awhile to find lewis
& co. We stood & talked at coffee bean.
Then, we went to hongkong cafe at cineleisure.

Lol. Silly jia ying!

Neoprints again (: (outdated ones, 0905)

LOVES

love vina & ying

2008-06-09T17:28:00.003+08:00

i cherish and appreciate this hard-to-come-by friendship
a million of thank you to both of you

loves

mugging like F

2008-06-09T09:18:00.003+08:00

i'm mugging like an idiot now. F.
this is d' price i have to pay opting for a jc.

stupid ling, graphing techniques kills

look into d' mirror & say : wooo, kambatek!
love yo, smiles

shopping with jovene!!

2008-06-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

SIST & ME
Went shopping with sist.

BIG FACE i know

:DD

2008-05-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

1) Do you wish to do this test?
I'm so bored!

2) Who is more important to you?Friends or Boyfriend?
My family, my boyfriend and friends weigh the same!!

3) Who is the person I trust most?
My mom.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Sadly, no. But I hope I have!

5) How many pets do you have?
Not any.

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I have never seen one before though.

7) What is your goal this year?
Getting good A level results!!!!!!!

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
Yea.. It only exists if one believes in it..

9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
I don't know.. Hahaha..

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I'm satisfied with my stupid bee :D

12) Do you think you are irritating?
Don't think so..

13) Are you lame?
Hahaha. More to stupid i guess.

14) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, boyfriend, friends and health.

15) What do you hate most?
Insects and tears!

16) Describe the person who tagged me in 5 words?
Nothing better to do..

17) What have you done to please yourself?
SHOPPING!!!! :D

18) If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
I am satisfied with my current life and doesn't wish time to turn back..

19) what is your dream?
Giving my family a happy and comfortable life!

20) How do i look?
Like that LOR.

cheers ning

2008-05-23T20:35:00.007+08:00

We will all be there for you (: You know we love you!

evil side of mother's nature

2008-05-17T09:15:00.004+08:00

Mother Nature

These few weeks, every one must have witnessed the evil side
of mother nature. Disasters struck innocent people. Misfortune
befall on them. Why them?

For instance, 02 May 2008 was perhaps, 'just another day' of ours,
but it just almost spells 'DOOM' for the Burmese.

Their pain, we will never know, we can never understand, we cannot
full comprehend for we are just too blessed. I will never know what
it is like to sew up my open wounds with infected needles. I will never
know what is like to be trapped under huge stones and concrete for
more than a 100 hours. I will never understand how miserable it can
be to get your limbs amputated just to get free.

For we are just too blessed..

cherish..

4th May Equinox

2008-05-10T00:00:00.019+08:00

4 May 2008 Swissotel Equinox

Pre-mother's Day celebration ! :D

Mommy

You are the reason why I am who I am now

You never fails to shelter us from bad weather and
protect us from danger

You gave us more than 1/2 of the time in your life

You will never give up on us

You are awesome

You are the best

& I love you forever

On the way..

On the cab, see that stupid sister?

Jovene & Chloe! Loves!Me Me again!
Finally, we reached the hotel. Heh, this is the view from 70th
storey. This is perhaps, the most 'urbanised' part of Singapore.
& this is my favourite 'cruel' food of all.

Foie Gras.

Enen's Fav! HAHAHA. Kelly's 'fine-dining' !!! LOL. Me, Katheryn and Jovene! :D
BABY CHLOE!!!!!! My darling nang~
My PRETTY mom. Love ya!
Two of the most important (=

Nang ate a little and went to the mini playground at the
same level. There was a caretaker to take care of the kids,
nice aye(:

See how happy is my baby?

Blur!
Cheese corner. Heh.
Nice sweet sticks, but fattening ):
Yi ma & Lao ma!
& We started taking photos again! HAHA!

Yaya & I (;
Ning, Me & Kat!

Big Ning, mini Jovene, Huge Yaya. LOL.
ENEN and mouthful of food.
We are really cam-whores! (always dragging Katheryn
to take photos with us) Heh. We even took photos on
the way to the washroom. HAHA.

How good if i can own these..

The washroom. LOL.

It resembles some clubs' washrooms i went before. Heh.

Me & my sister.
MAMA
Captured by YAYAYAYAYAYA~

Cam-whores!
We saw a burglar somewhere! Lol.
WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO WITH OUR BAGS. L O V EThen, we went to walk around at Marina Square. Heh,
this is cheeky nang trying mom's clothes.Not long after, we went to Azabu Sabo for deserts!
Hotballs! Yum yum
MY FAVOURITE

Went to have dinner & ended by day happily!

Baby

2008-05-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

Went out with baby! 26th April `08

Roamed town. It was eff-ing boring lah!

NYDC-ed.

favourite

happy ending for us?
baby sent me back to my house.
just nice, jovene came back with sooo many sweets.
sweets-craze.

2 posts

2008-05-02T23:27:00.006+08:00

Chloe toured the animal farm

Haha. Let the pictures do the talking!

Nana went to the animal farm with chloe
together with her appletree classmates and
teachers.

Nang & Nana's cap!

Her bestie.
Nana & nang. Heh, too bad I wasn't there or I would
have took a truckload of photos. Heh (:

MY SUPER CUTE BABY (:

:
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(I forgot the date) This dinner session took
place 2 weeks ago I guess (:

I met up with baby! :D

Off to meet up with tomtom& his girlfriend,
lessy&laopo

We went to Clarke Quay, Central for our
dinner at Waraku (: I went there with Ying&
Vina previously, miss those two girls of mine ._.

Tomtom do look comical.

@ Waraku~Me, Sheryl, Laopo & Lessy
HUBBY!
& finally a group photo (:
After that, we went to billy bombers to chill,
and my camera's battery went dead dead dead.

zzz.

爱情能让我变傻。

2008-05-02T19:04:00.001+08:00

爱情能让我变傻。

我一直相信。。有一天。。

melancholy mood

2008-04-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

Dejected

I don't feel good.
Have I not tried? I tried so hard.
But, the results don't reflect these efforts.
Pool of despondancy is pulling me down

Getting so disheartened over it.
Tell me what to do. Teach me how ):

a day out with my loveeeessssssss. more of them please! :D

2008-04-16T19:00:00.007+08:00

Having the best of friends

Yes, at last, I managed to set aside one of my weekends
for my darlings! Coming to think of it, A's is approaching,
and my physics foundation is so d a m n w e a k .

It must be hard on my physics tutor to even try to drill

these physics concept into my brain. Booooooooooo.

On a happier note, yes, back to the topic.

The 6th of April

Wan Ting, Ling & I met up as early as 1030AM
for MacDonald's Breakfast! Heh. My favourite!!

& Lessy just slumbered the fresh morning away!

Heh, we met up with her before going to Sembawang
to have our contact lenses done! On the way there,
something stupid happened!

Due to the limited seats on the super packed MRT train,

Laopo&I was situated at different cabin from theirs.
& we actually missed the stop and continued the trip.
We were just toooo engrossed in our conversation.

One word : Techno! (inside joke)

Laopo & I

After getting our cosmetic lenses & all, we headed
to town! :D & cam-whored as usual.

Stupid lessy. This girl really makes my day! I'm always damn
happy being with her :D We can just laugh
throughout the day non-stop! Rofl.
Hee. & balloons! I LOVE THEM! :DDDD

Lol. Don't know what she's trying to do.
What's next? Her oppression & abuse! (inside joke)

Then, we went to Bakerzin for tea break. Lol. We
ordered a lot. But, no photo-takings are allow, so,
i didn't manage to take a picture of our food.

I love Bakerzin's strawberry shortcake, so
does Sher!!! :D

4 of us, we gonna mug hard for A levels.
We gonna do it

That spotlight was needed to cover my fugly face.

No matter where I go, I'll keep a part of you with me.
MY BALLOON FACE!

You are always there to lend me a shoulder.
FTA!!!!!!! :D Hahahaha.
My super-on clubbing kakiiii.
Night came & we went to meet up with ALICIA
XUEQI & ALLLLL! :D

Xueqi very cute ayeeee !
Xueqi Jal Alicia Hui qi Ling Wan Yi & Me!
Soon, we went to Acid Bar but got kicked out because
of some arses. Why are we underage!!!!!!!!!
Then, we went to Balcony to chill instead.

Our cocktails

Jal!! She said clubbing at Aus was so much fun!

Hold tight to this friendship.

Stupid Graveyard. Yucks.

Headed home together with my girls then.

Loves. Gonna meet up on the 26th soon! Yay :D

So when am i meeting up with Ying and vina!

baby i love you!

2008-04-13T19:33:00.013+08:00

You are not just not just anyone/mere passerby in my life, you are a part of me, in fact, you are more than that.
You are that someone who never fails to cheer me up with my anything i can ever demand for
You are that someone who would tolerate me being so 3 years old-like
You are that someone who is never pissed off by my blurriness
You are that someone who will take care of me
You are that someone who will offer to clear up the mess I've created
You are that someone who will bring my favourite congee for me when i'm sick
You are that someone who can look at me in that particular way
You are that someone who will promise me to suffice me with anything that I would ask for
You are that someone who asked me to stay by you and never leave
You are that someone who assured my future

You are so much more than that

I know I'm not good enough
I know I can never be good enough
So, thanks for accepting me
Your acceptance is so dear to me

Thanks b.

2008-04-06T15:50:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY KYERON! :D

Heh, it's baby kyeron's 1 year-old birthday celebration

over at Da Yi Ma's house~

It has been quite long since i saw my dear cousins.

Everyone seemed to be really busy, each pursuing
different aspects of life. But, i know, no matter how
busy we are, each&everyone of us still stays in each
of our hearts (:

This is my cutie (: She's super cute lah! :D

Haha. As soon as we reached Yi Ma's house, we went
to serene centre for Island Creamery! :D Heh.

& we ordered each of their ice-cream except for
the Tiger Beer flavour & Banana i guess (:

MY DARLING GIRLS :D
Heh, we gonna meet up this upcoming Thursday!
Woooo. I can't wait! :D

Jovene & Ning!

HAHA. YAYA & I!

Then, we drove back to Yaya's house by nonny's
Mercedes. Lol! Yaya was driving sooo fast lah :D

& we took 100Th's of U-turns. Lol. We mahjong-ed
for a little while. Laughed. The feeling was good.
Everything was good (: & I love every each of us.

Haha. Spot that little chick pulling the huge curtains.

Out with ling & wanyi! :D

2008-04-06T15:36:00.005+08:00

I love Ling&Yi

Heh. I went out with laopo&lessy to town.

& I've forgotten what we did! So, let the pictures do the
talking! HAHA! :p

This is my dearest LAOPO :D

& This is FTA with Laopo! :D
We went to watch The Leap Years & it was
really touching & nice! :D

The Sentosa Trip

2008-04-03T16:57:00.042+08:00

[we looked damnnnn shag without make-up ): ]

The Sentosa Trip (13 to 14th March `08)

Heh. This trip was during the March Holidays
(damn outdated)That one week break was a hectic
one. So, mom suggest that we book a hotel resort
at Sentosa and just have fun! :D

&of course, the happiest was Nang!

Our dearest baby Chloe (:

On daddy's car (:
daddy & his two precious!

Soon, we reached the hotel&checked in.
In our room (: HAPPY US!

Jovene.. don't know what she was doing.

Me and chloe! :D

Jovene&I cam-whoring

mommy, jovene&I!
See how cheeky she looked!
Soon, It started to rain. Unlucky aye. & It
was already 5plus. So, mom&dad stayed in the
room till dinner time. Jovene&I then went to the
'open' Jacuzzi and soaked ourselves in the open for
1 hour plus. Heh.
Night came&we went for dinner at the nearby
restaurant the next day (: heh. We bought chloe to the beach! She was happily wrapped in her Barney towel(:

Heh, i love her to the bitttttttttttttts!After that, mom brought her to clean up herself,
and got ready to check out.But, before that, Jovene and I went to the sky
pool for a short swim (: It has been long since i
last swam.
Then, we bathed and got ready. We checked
out of the hotel and went to Vivo City for our lunch (:
Then, we went to Candy Empire and JOVENE bought
sweets over 100 dollars. -.- & before going home, we went for the Cable
Car ride. Lol. Chloe wasn't even afraid and even tried
to jump in the cabin. It nearly caused me a heart
attack. LOL.
Maybe she was just happily munching her chocolate
bar then she wasn't aware that she's metres
above the sea level. Heh.She finished her chocolate bar & asked for more
but mommy objected. *Pouts*
Soon, we went back home. Although it was just
a short trip, i love it still (: Love every moment spent
with my loves.

random.

2008-03-31T13:27:00.002+08:00

Study hard. Extremely hard.
I CAN DO IT! :D

The cambodia trip

2008-03-28T19:13:00.005+08:00

The cambodia trip
When I young, I remembered what I saw in
documentaries capturing evidences of the lack of
food, water and basic necessities in countries trapped
in poverty cycle like Cambodia&Africa.
And during that time, i told myself if i ever have a
chance to go to these countries, i gonna bring cartons
of food and litres of water for them to solve their problem.
How easy I portrayed it to be. If i were to do so, I gonna
pay fedex to deliver it for me. But, it's not true. Hah.

Mom was the first to raise her objection when i told
her that I wanted to volunteer for the Cambodia
trip when i was in J1. This time round, I'll make sure
I convince her to allow me to attend this 1-week
trip. Yes, donation, charity, I've done it all. But, who
knows where these money are going to? Perhaps, the
pockets of some corrupted asses.

Action speaks louder than words. However, it's
always easier to be said than done.

Anyone around me should know that I was really
pampered by my dear mom&dad since i was
young. I was given enough to eat, wear and like
what Wan Ting had said, spending money on my
favourite GUCCI.

Life is like a bed of roses.
To be honest, life has been rather peaceful and
luxurious (: I can't ask for more actually. It would
be good if everything could just stay constant (:
Family, friends & Baby. Just everything (:

I know i can't stay under the protection and the
shelter mom&dad used to shield perils away from
me. I can't. So, i really hope I can attend this trip,
this time round, without chloe's good night kiss,
mom's nagging, good food & nice bed.

I really hope I can attend this very meaningful trip(:

Homework and tonnes of homework!

2008-03-27T15:45:00.004+08:00

The Runs nearly killed me

It's not the "runs" we had when our stomach ache
it was the runs i had during physical lesson. It was the
weekly fitness&conditioning we dread. I ran 12
rounds around the tracks today. 12 ROUNDS.

I dread P.E lessons.

It gonna be the last school day of the week, and
indeed, it has been really hectic & there isn't
really time for me to at least take a break.
It's like a taking part in a marathon when
you don't even have a chance to take a
breath.

On a happier note, i got my define. acuvue from
RAYNER (: Thanks so muchhhhhhh!

Off to do tys. bye guys :D
I wish i do not have to take A's.

lessons will resume tmr -.-

2008-03-24T12:24:00.007+08:00

I'm contented with my current life:D

i just bought two really wonderful piano scores
& I'm loving it ! :D Ta da ta da ta da ta da!

Gonna meet up with baby later (: It has been long
since i last went out with him. Sometimes, it 's really
hard to juggle between family, friends, studies & h i m.

Also, i bought my LG Viewty last month around Mid
February. Hmm, i doesn't really like it because the
5 mega pixels camera doesn't seem like one! The photo
quality is a-h-h-h-h.

Next week, I'll be meeting up with my loves.
Hey sweets, do take care okay! & April's Fool is coming,
sher you're in dead shit. You better stay at home & lock
yourself up in your room. Just don't come out! HAHA!

I just saw Ying few days back & so HAPPY TO SEE HER!
Glad that you're doing well. Next week next week okay!
Vina vina vina. Next week!

Gonna go prepare already! Don't wanna make baby wait!
Bye guys! :D

2008 leap year!

2008-03-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

2008 Leap Year :DD

Once every 4 years.
People whose birthday fall on this particular day can only
celebrate their birthday every 4 years. & Babies that are
born on this day are really special (:

Girls-next-door. Sweets. Subway followed by Starbucks.
I love these little meet-ups.
;with our favourite vanilla&cheesecake

Talks that seemed never-ending. Lol. They are 'never-
ending' because we just seemed unwilling to end it!
This priceless friendship - I'll never let go.

My darlings (:

2008-03-22T11:42:00.000+08:00

22 February 2008 Out with penguin&kitty

I was out with my babes again!

Our once-a-month meet up is cherished!

I was late lah, again. I headed to Cineleisure to meet up
with ying&vina(: Then, we went to Plaza Singapura to do
something or what(i forgot already). Lol.

We are damn childish, out of boredom, we went to the
arcade. It has been ages since i stepped into an arcade.

Lee Jia Ying was damn good at this game lah.
Lol. & She just thrashed Vina & I. Haha.

After the screaming & all at the arcade, we went to
Giraffe to have our dinner as recommended by Vina (:

Ying & I.
Vina & Ying (:

We ordered the same food. So-so lah :D

Our snacks to go with the alcohol.

Vina & lemon, after losing the game! Lol.

HAHA.

The waiter wanna take a picture of us, but Ying &
I just cannot stop laughing! Lol. Seriously, there was
nothing wrong with the waiter's face lah! Lol!

So, we decided to take a picture of us ourselves (:

It felt really comfortable pouring out all the problems
to both of you. My girls, unknowingly, both of you have
became a part of me, a part of my life.

i haven't been blogging

2008-03-14T17:14:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging

yea, i haven't been updating the entries. I simply have
got no time. yes, no time. I was busy studying lately.
Wish me good luck for the upcoming examinations aye!
I've got to do well&get good grades (:

My sweet cousins, we gonna hang out soon:D
Yi jia ren, ying&vina & sweets, i miss all of you!
Sher is back from Maldives & i can't wait to see you!
& my baby, he should be shopping at Japan now!

Take trillons of care, my loves!

I will update after my exams(next week) ! XOXO :D

JIAYING & VINA : MY BEST FRIENDS.

2008-02-29T23:30:00.009+08:00

This very post dedicated to JIA YING & ERVINA :D

My heeren girls (: It has been a year plus already.

It's hard to describe how we got together, became
friends, then fun cliques till what we are today (:

Vina said :No matter what, I will always, and just a
phone call away.Remember this my dears,I will fuck
wadever that comes in ur ways

best friends, yes we are(:

My two always-be-there babes.
Jia Ying & Ervina

Neoprints as usual (: Haha, Vina looked as if she's
gonna plan some terrorist attacks.

This is US :D Crazy-yet-loving (:

Best-est friends, thanks for everything my dear
girls. Times when both of you sent me short greetings
or messages really cheered my day (:

Haji Lane

Yea, this is GAN-MA! :D She's the one who always
take care of Ying & I (esp when we're drunk!)
Thanks girl. Although penguin is short and fat with
damn-short hands, but we still love you :D

Ying. The one i laughed & cried together with. The
hugs & all. Hello Kitty has got no mouth but she really

talks a lot. Well, we can understand.. HAHAHA :D

Stop calling to North Pole, phone line was not even
connected, vina! Lol!

Old school aye (: I think it'll take ages to call LAH.

My girls & I were simply oblivious to people around
us and we just love doing stupid things! Lol.
Our image? no-no, we don't have. Lol.

HAHAHAHA. THE LEGENDARY SHISHA

(inside joke)

Steamboat at Haji Lane. Short & memorable day (:

This fugly note was written by me when i was drunk,
just look at that fugly handwriting -.-

Haha. It wrote Friends Forever ( In Mandarin )
Yes, short hand-in-hands, we gonna walk beside
each other down this long path ahead of us. No matter
how tough it is, we'll just be there. No doubts to our
kitty-penguin-patrick friendship.

P.S : Haji Lane trip on 20th Jan 2008 :D

sigh.

2008-02-21T19:27:00.004+08:00

To free myself from pain & pools of tears, I've got to be
like you, stay nonchalant and disinterested in anything
that concerns 'us'. Yes, this will be the way.

However, it's tough to be like you.

Teach me how to be like you

Teach me how to stay nonchalant like what you did

Teach me how to be so-aloof

Teach me how to stop crying

Teach me how to stop sighing

Teach me how.

I'm trapped.

still sick.

2008-02-20T20:25:00.003+08:00

Yea, I'm still sick. ): Fever just won't subside.
If this persists, I'm gonna miss hundred of lectures,
thousands of tutorials.

B came to visit me today and brought me food.
We went to fetch chloe from school & brought her to
the playground. Just a walk to the playground, I'm
already panting like fcuk, how weak.

Staying at home is damn boring LAH. I give you 100 bucks
and kill my boredom please! ):

I'm gonna meet up with my two prettayes this Friday! :D
Looking forward to this beautiful weekend (:
Sher, bestfriend, meet up soon!

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy
weather & stormy days.
But how can they understand that our love will surmount all
difficulties, all heavy rain & stormy days and we gonna last.

This is for you, baby [:

i'm sick & baby doesn't care ):

2008-02-19T19:13:00.009+08:00

Tuesday blues.
I'm sick. Down with flu, sore throat & a mild fever.

I called you, but you told me you wanna sleep.
I went to visit the doctor alone, but the clinic was
really packed, thus, i went home.

I went to the clinic again. I waited for hours and
it was finally my turn.

I fell,
i was sick,
& you didn't care. That hurts.
I was sick, but you didn't even mention a word
of concern. That hurts.
You remained nonchalant. That hurts.

You said you are stressed over friends & family.
I wanted to help, but you pushed me away again&again.
That hurts.

You mentioned that I'm not understanding and not
knowing to how toput myself in your shoe. But, the fact
is, i don't know how to, i don't even know what happened.
Seeing you so stressed up, that hurts.

You wounded me again&again, leaving me and myself
to clean up & nurse the wounds all alone. That hurts.

I really thought everything will go really fine after this patch
up. But, i'm just too naive. Things ain't just that simple.
'I'm strong enough' That was what I've been telling myself.
And i hope I'm really strong enough.

Baby i love you & i really do. That hurts.

I don't wanna end this all. I don't want any regrets.
But things doesn't seemed really good for us. I potrayed
'us' just too beautiful, and just too beautiful & too good
to be true. Life isn't a bed of roses and relationships isn't
always smooth-sailing. Now, we are just like two person
standing at the tip of the ice-berg, holding tight & doesn't
wish to let go. But, it's tiring holding on...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D

2008-02-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

I love to be loved by you baby

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL! :D

As the name suggested, it was a day for lovers!:D

And did all of you enjoyed your Valentines Day?

Pehaps, just a simple dinner with your endeared
ones will do (: It need not be very extravagant,
but just sufficent enough with your love ones.

Received your V. day presents?

Like it? I simply LOVE mine!:D

It was a Thursday, and Thursday is a day before
Friday. And Friday is a school day! I can't just go
out and having to know that i still have to climb out
of my bed next day at 600AM. But i still went out :P

It's Valentines (an exception)

My present for him!:D I thought b will tear upon
receiving this present, but, well.. he didn't!!

But well, i love him still (:
Sometimes, i wonder how can i tell you that 'i love you more
than 'like'', more than everything else.

Take my hand & lead me from where we start.

Lastly, Happy Valentines to all! Hope everyone
got a cute date for Valentines! :D Or perhaps,
just someone you loveeeeeeeeeee(:

what do you want me to do actually?

2008-02-18T15:17:00.003+08:00

You said i don't know.
You said i won't know.
You said i don't understand.
You said i won't understand.

How can you expect me to understand&know if you dont
even tell me how you feel and what you are thinking about?

I'm at a loss for words.
Sometimes, i really wanna tell you to get out of my life,
and stay out of my affairs, but i just can't bear to..

Chu three ( out to Lebaroque with bb, ning & Kelvin )

2008-02-17T21:58:00.008+08:00

9th of Febuary 2008

I went out with b [:

We went to paragon and met up with Ning&K

We went to Sushi Tei for dinner.

I love the dinner. Sweet & pleasant.

Ning & I :D

& we found out that the photo looked nicer with flash (:

HAHAHA. What's b trying to do?!

YAYA'S Favourite : Mirror-reflection technique of cam-whoring.

After the dinner, we decided to chill at Le. Baroque (:
& Douglas was there! :D

Ning's red wine . Kelly's frozen strawberry Margarita.

His Singapore Sling.

No comments. Just Ultimate Bliss.

He always look so fierce. Smile more my dear!

My dearest Ning & I :D
A wonderful girl will eventually needs a wonderful guy
to match with her ( K, hor hor hor? )

& Let's end off this post with our Flamming Lamborgini.

i'm really blessed.

2008-02-17T13:39:00.004+08:00

family, cousins, friends & boyfriend (:

Sometimes, i can really feel as if I'm the happiest girl
in this world. I don't have to worry about anything.
My life is complete with above 4 that I've mentioned.

With the most caring family,
(Daddy, mommy, Jovene, Chloe & Nana)
with the most funkiest, craziest&happy cousins,
(Ning, Yaya, Katheryn, David, Wei en)
with friends that never fail to care & be there for
me to wipe away my tears and share my happiness.
(Ling, Wanyi, Qq, Tomtom, Ying, Vina, Wan Ting, Aaron, Buddy, David, Jeff, Yibin, Vic&wilson)
And of course, my most doting boyfriend,
(ho heeyang (:)

And i hope, everything will remain just like Now.
Thank god for blessing me with happiness&love.

weep.

2008-02-17T02:41:00.002+08:00

Who am i to you actually?
Where do i stand in your heart?

When sadness engulf the whole of happiness,
eventually, this love will be meaningless to carry on..

This isn't what i yearned for
Tears are coming back & pain is accumulating..

Crying alone at night doesn't feels good.
You are the reason for all the tears on my pillow.

Numb me please.

Out with baby, Chu one & Chu two

2008-02-10T12:08:00.004+08:00

8th Febuary 2008

As usual, our family will visit our maternal grandparents(:

Heh, and i got to see my crazy-like-what cousins again!

FAMILY :D
my very blessed family

Haha, and mommy said it looked stupid with all 3
of us carrying Gucci bags. Laughs! So, it's time for
me to get a Burberry bag. Heh!;D

HAHA, here we present the BIG BULLY! :D

CHLOE~

She is full of poses (:

Dearest mom & baby sister

She is really mischievous but i love her still :D

Me & Nana! :D Without her, my life would be in a mess.

Jovene, Rena & Kelly
My dearest sister(:

She's trying to imitate a goldfish & failed! HAHA.
Just hand-in-hand,

Haha, nobody will believe me if i said i detest taking
photos! LOL!

Chloe & her two 'must-have'

MY NING & I!!! :DDDD

We were just playing the cards halfway when out of
nowhere we took out the camera and cam-whore. Lol.

YAYA & ALL OUR BAGS. HEH!

Katheryn & Jovene
Same pink top (:

Kelly, Ning, Ya
Same yellow top.

Yellow pink yellow pink yellow.
HAHA. We looked 'techno'

GREAT SUPPORTERS OF GUCCI :D

KYERON! HAHA. Such a cutie!
Ning and I cam-whoring again~
Now with Jovene as well :D

Our usual CNY spot..

She wants the loveletters!

Chloe really loves to eat loveletters & she doesn't wish to
let go even when we are taking pictures. Haha.

The mahjong miniature

7th Febuary 2008

It's Day One of Chinese New Year, and it is one
of the days where everyone can gather together
and gamble. LOL.

Yes, then we went around & collect red packets.

Mommy, nang and me!!! :D

& doesn't baby James look cool? (:

Kids love bubbles.

She's a little pissed off (for no reasons)
Jovene, Kelly, Melody & Stephanie

DADDYYYYYY :D

And, this is Coffee

Seriously, i do not know what was he doing?!

Heh, these are my lovely little ones (:
Melody & Stephanie :D

Melody, Jovene & Stephanie

Kelly, Jovene & Stephanie

Kelly, Jovene & Melody

Nang & Melody!! :D

My babe :D

5th Febuary 2008

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US!

(and i hope our love will never end)

Baby & I went to Vivo City to catch a movie. Lol.

We were late for the movie that we intended to watch
and thus, we got to watch a stupid international film. Zzz.
Way before the movie ended, we left. -.-

Also, baby got me a Agnes B necklace (:
Thanks so much my dear! I love it :D

Heh, then we went to have our cable car ride.

I still remembered that time when i went for the
cable car ride with Ying&Vina, i was so terrified, but
not anymore this time round (:

Finally, we are on the cable car! Heh.

& yes, i love him to the bits.

Then, we went home :D I really enjoyed myself
a lot my dear! Thanks for making the 5th so
memorable & sweet (: I love you ((:

Out with lovely cousins to shop for th same CNY top!

2008-02-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

It has been really long since i blogged because my computer
is currently down! Argh! And it's CNY now, no computer
technician wants to come & repair my computer ):

& now I'm currently at Ning's house. I am intending to
post 5 entries in a go. Haha. And here goes my very
first entry! (:

3rd of Febuary

Heh, I went out with my lovely cousins! We met up
together to shop for the same Chinese New Year top
(techno i know! Haha) Mr nice K drove us to Takashimaya
and he took hours to reach Orchard(because of jams & stuffs)

Poor Ya jie jie waited for us for an hour plus! Sorry! ):
We had our lunch & went off to buy our CNY clothes!

And these are the usual cam whores (:

Haha, then we went to take Neoprints! Haha. It has
been really long since we did that! :D

AND YES, WE LOVE GUCCI! :D

Soon, we met up with the mommies for dinner at
Sushi Tei :D Haha, they bought a lot &

we bought our CNY tops as well! :D

Haha, mommies cam-whoring with us! :D

GUCCI IS LOVE :D

I love all my cousins :D for you guys will never leave (:

3 posts (((:

2008-02-03T02:25:00.001+08:00

♥ 02 Febuary 2008 ♥

Haha! I went out with boyfriend (: We met up
around 7pm plus & headed to Night Safari. Yes,
Night Safari. Lol. We have simply ran out of places
to go lah. Pathetic.

My baby (:

Heh, then we went to Geylang for porridge! Heh.
A lot of ticos there -.- Home damn sweet home (:

To anon&elgnis : Sigh, seriously, i know how you feel as
i've been through it before. Cheer up. Maybe he's
just not the right one for you? But, remember, if there's
a will, there will be a way(only for some cases). Some-
times, love can't be forced too. Cheers (:

♥ 26 January 2008 ♥

Heh, I went out with Lessy & Ling to shop! :D
I bought quite a lot of things, but none is for CNY!

Then, i went to meet up with Alicia darlings, Xue qi & bla
bla bla~ Heh. We were all chilling by the Singapore
river when the girls suddenly wanted to go club and
we nearly went to Zouk. Heh! Crazy us~ Then, we
went to Acid bar(& i did not drink). Cabbed home
after that!

♥ 25 January 2008 ♥

I'm out with fcuker tomtom!:D Heh! We went to
town. We shopped around & changed a tee-shirt
for Mr Lewis Lee. We went to Ajisen for dinner:D

We started to cam-whore in the fitting area:D

We tried to catch a movie but failed to do so. All
the time slots were filling fast & the rest were all
horror films. And peeps who know me well should
know that i DONT watch horror movies (:

So, we went to Billy Bombers to chill.
Yes, this is ONE BIG TIME FCUKER.

we are back together (:

2008-01-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

I know, this time round, it's gonna be better (:

We've been through thick & thin,
we've been walking side by side, hand-in-hand,
& while walking, there were laughter, tears, blissful
moments, heartbreaking instances & all.

Journey of thousand miles, we've been through
Days with hundred litres of tears, we've encountered
But still, we chose to stand by each other

This 10 months of separation had made us even more
affirmed of the importance of one another.
Yes, blessing in disguise.

The love. The hugs & all.

I love my baby:D
(yes, I'm blissfully attached)

my lovelys.

2008-01-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

This month is coming to an end soon & it has been really a
hectic month. A lot of things happened & thanks for all my
darlings who have been staying by my side & holding me up.

My family. Previously, daddy was hospitalised but he
recovered & pink in health now. Mommy is busy shopping
& baking cookies for the upcoming Chinese New year.
Jovene has been working & crazy-ing as usual. Chloe just
learnt how to sing a chinese song when she don't even knows
how to speak in chinese! Lol.

My lovely cousins. Haha. We'll be meeting up next week!
Wooo. Lol. I think it has been close to a month since we
last met up. Heh, but, my dears, fret not, we gonna get
crazy and crazy & crazy next week again! :DDD

Yi Jia Ren. Laopo & Lessy. One who is always laughing
at my retarded face & another was one whom i often
laughed at for her damn face after eating. Lol. You know
i love both of you. And fcuker tomtom who is always
tolerating me for my sudden-throwing of tantrums & 360
degree mood swings. & Qiang qiang that joker. Lol.

Jia Ying & Ervina. It's really surprising for us to turn into
such good friends from colleagues of different shops! Lol.
I wanna thank Vina for taking the initiative to talk to me!
Haha. Gan ma gan ma gan ma. Lol. & crazy Ying for laughing
& crying together with me! (as getting drunk together with
me also :x) CNY is coming, our hotel stay, jumbo seafood
& all! Woooo. I really can't wait! :D

Alicia, Jal, Xueqi. Haha. Our favourite past time is.. TO
CLUB & DRINK TOGETHER! :D Haha. Now, Jal's at Australia,
it always feel like something or someone's missing. Lol.
Clubbing & drinking with you girls really cheers me up &
make me forget all my troubles within that night! :D

Aaron. My boo-boo! :D Our movie treat, yes, it's not
gonna be forgotten! Our twins! Our childish jokes! Our
stars! Our letters & all! :D

Tan Wan Ting. HAHA. I'm gonna blog about you lah!
Lol. I can imagine your facial expression now. It should
be damn hilarious! :D Actually, i really wanna thank you.
Thank you for making school so fun & 'happening' for
me! HAHA. Thank you for always writing down to-do
lists for me, homework to be completed, notes to
be collected & all! :D

David. bf bf bf bf bf bf bf bf bf best friend lah :D Heh,
i miss the void deck talks & walking home conversations!
I know you've been busy working & don't tire yourself!

Yibin. Sister, thanks for caring :D Meet up real soon!
& all my friends.

Him. My everything [: My love & dearest boy. Bb.

sob

2008-01-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought we are getting together..

Weep. Someone teach me what to do.
I'm lost & once again, i feel that my world
seemed to be crashing down on me.

For 10 months, I've been waiting blindly.
Just when i see a glimpse of hope..

You're all I've been waiting for.
What can i actually do except to cry?

Depressed.

bb [:

2008-01-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

Please..
please don't turn away..
please don't leave..
please don't shun me..
please dont hurt me..
please tell me it's gonna worth the wait..

Cherish me like you claimed to.
Adore me like I'm your world.
Hug me like there's no tomorrow.
Tickle me like before.
Love me like how you did in the past.

bb [:

Deep down, I'm really contented. Thanks for bringing
'happiness' back into my life once again. Thanks :D

I promise I'll change for the greater good. I'll learn to
cherish and not throw my tantrums every now & then.
I'll.. Trust me bb [:

Out with alicia laopo & darlings!

2008-01-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

I just got back home from taekwondo! I passed my
grading! Lol. I'm officially a Green Belt-er now! :D

As usual, i went to had my dinner with lessy & ling (:
I really enjoyed the company of both of them! Thanks
for everything my loves. Thanks for accompanying

me on every 5th of the month because you guys know
i always get eff-ing emo on the 5th because of some
personal reasons. Thanks for wiping away my tears
for me whenever i bump into him! Lol. Thanks :D

{Okay, Aaron, I've read your letter then I'm really
touched by every word & sentence you wrote. I can
feel that it's all your heartfelt words & thoughts you
are feeling. Thanks for everything, like you said, all
those little chats we had, those smses we've exchanged,
those encouragement you've gave and time you've spent
on me! I'm really thankful for everything. Also, never
will i forget those stars you've got for me, those wishes
you've wished for me. Those 3 wishes. Never will
i forget you my dearest boo-boo}

YAY-NESS. Thanks to my daddy that I've got
two new Gucci bag! Lol. Daddy went all the way
to Paragon with us & paid for the two Gucci bags.

Weets :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥ 19th January 2008 ♥

Haha. Yes, I'm out with Darling Alicia, Red ass monkey
Laopo, Dumbass Wanyi, Dumbass's husband&
Xue qi! :DDDDD

Before Xue qi and Alicia join us, we went for
shopping! HAHA. I just love to shop & spend money.

And yes, this is my BOYFRIEND SHIRT :D

We went to town & shopped. Haha, this is laopo &
I cam-whoring before crossing over to Cineleisure(:

I know I'm being loved & dote on ♥♥♥

Dumbass couple & I. Argh, where's my b?

Alicia suggested going that Hong Kong cafe at Cineleisure
for dinner AGAIN! Haha. Yes, again! Lol. We waited
for the food for really long. We were all famished!

TWIST FOR LIFE! :D
(hey nic, my twist is still 100 times nicer then yours!)

Check out Xue qi's cuteeee dimples! :D

HAHA. We are really cam-whores man. We just
love taking photos everywhere! Even in the washroom!

Cutaye and I !! :D

WE ARE LES. ACCEPT US PLEASE :D

And seriously, i don't know what I'm doing (Not drunk AH)

wonder what is that monkey doing. HAHA.

LOOK INTO THE CAMERA LAH KELLY.

Fcuk you, my friend ((: & you are really important
to me, stop thinking that i don't care about you please!

Sometimes, i really wanna get dead-drunk &
just forget those pain that are inflicted on me every night.

The sweetest couple & 2 days back was their 2nd
year anniversary! :DD

Below are some evidences of Yinlin and us
skipping the assembly. Lol. Three kukus playing one
PSP. Lol. And Lionel that flirt was the mastermind
influencing us to skip the assembly & all. LOL.

Fcuking emo.

2008-01-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

Sigh. I'm not feel really good inside, deep down my ♥.
And, i know, after this emo post, darlingsss will sms or
call me up to cheer me up & all. But, friends, ignore me,
stay nonchalant to this post. I'm just temporary emo, i'll
be back to the usual kelly in every one's eyes! (:

Sigh ): I always knew how to look back on my tears &
laugh, but i knew now, how it feels like to look back
at my laughter(with you) and tear. I really regretted the
way we ended, but I'll never regret the times we had.

Maybe some days, I'll tear away a part of me & let you go.

Sigh. The past & all. I miss them.

I'm contented the way we are now, really. Moreover,
I've been through the worst for the past 10 months without
you. Seeing you with your girlfriend, leading life without
you, walking on the streets without you to shelter the
rain for you & all. It's truly living hell.

I should be satisfied and ask for no more (:

You are the best & my most beautiful encounter.
I love you b b.

Lewis's birthday!

2008-01-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

♥ 18th January 2008 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH LEWIS LEE! :D

Haha. It's some lamer's birthday (:
Lol. I skipped PE and rushed home after school
then headed to town to meet the birthday boy
& friends. Lol. We headed to Plaza Singapura to
catch the movie 'Cloverfield'. It was really nice!
Haha, but i don't think Jing zhi and Lewis find it nice
because they got really nauseous after the show. Lol.

After the movie, we went to Ajisen for dinner and
Jing zhi went to bought a cake for Lewis! Lol. He
was surprised by the sudden 'happy birthday song'
and the cake! Lol. And the staffs at Ajisen were
really kind to help too (:

And yes, Rayner, i drank again. HAHA.

The singer. LOL.

JIA YING WAS DRUNK.

But, i was as drunk too. HAHA.

I really wanna thank the guys for taking care of
the drunkards. LOL. We were kinda hard to control.
It has been tough on all of you, i know! Lol. And,
my girls, thanks for crying & laughing with me (:

I love my friends (:

depressed.

2008-01-19T10:34:00.000+08:00

depressed.

Sigh. I think the effect of alcohol is hanging there,
so, I'm feeling more dejected than ever ):

I don't remember vividly what exactly happened last
night, but i knew Ying&I cried like fcuk ): How i wish
Gan-ma was there. Sigh. I really don't understand
why did we cried, basically we wouldn't get any love
or ANYTHING in return for shedding the litres of tears.

You were in my mind whole night long.

How i wish you were there, but you were not and
you wouldn't be there. Weep.

At first, I was really optimistic about all, but, you
mentioned that I've changed. People do change,
and who doesn't? Sometimes, it's even the environment
that was forcing us to change - some for the better,
and some for the worst. Yes, I'm not the girl you used
to know already. Now, i drink and party, but some
things in me remained unchanged & that's how i feel
about you.

You were the reason for everything.
You were the reason for my changes.
You were the reason why i hang onto the past.
You were the reason for EVERYTHING.

But..

"I DOUBT YOU WOULD BE THE GIRL I USED TO LOVE):"
Yes, this sentence killed me a few minutes ago.

I used to believe that if there's a will, there's gonna
be a way. That's why i held on to the past for so long,
hoping that one day, just one day..

But, now, i doubt I'll even have the will to even
walk closer to you..

Shopping with mommy & Jovene :D

2008-01-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

These are the photos taken when i went out with mommy
& Jovene on two different days (:

Yea, just to update a little more.
My current mood : Eff-ing CONTENTED.

I'm super happy & elated now! Don't ask me why
because only the privileged are allow to know!

HAHAHA. I'm laughing non-stop now. woooooo :D

It's worth the wait.
And just like you mentioned,
let nature take its own course and allow things
to develop along its path (:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

Cherish, yes I'll.

YOU MADE MY SMILE (:

I'm gonna stop emo-ing!

And it's all because of you :D

YES YOU.

how i wish time can go back to year 05

2008-01-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

How i wish.. how i wish time can go back to year `05.

This gonna be an emo post again ):

Looking back the emo entries I've posted, it all revolved
around you. Sometimes, i just feel like giving myself
one tight slap for thinking about the impossibles. I
wanna move on, but i just CAN'T. And, i really can't.

The memories & all.

I dreamt of you always. And it's only in the dreams
when i can hold you tight. For that instant, i knew
i was the happiest girl in the world because I had
you in my arms. But, everything ended abruptly when
i woke up from this nightmare. Weep. It's when
this nightmare ended that I knew I have to let go
of you because it's just a dream. A DREAM.

I regretted letting you go & forsaking this relationship.
Sometimes,i just have the urge to call you up and tell
you everything, EVERYTHING. But, i really doesn't
wish to disrupt your happy life. I know, you're really
doing well without me, but I'm really not doing well
without you.

Sometimes, I'm really stressed up & i really hope you
can be there for me, just a word from you helps a lot too.

Sigh.

If i were given one more chance,
i swear I'll never
let go of you anymore. But i wonder
when will this 'one chance' ever come?

I wonder if i ever died, will you at least shed a tear
for me? Will you kneel upon that cold dead body of
mine and tell me you still love me..
hy..

You're the reason why i club&drink.

Ling & I at playground (:

2008-01-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

It's the second entry of the day (: I had just updated

a post and it's on the previous entry. My posts
are always not up-to-date. Argh. I just have no time,
or probably I just have a poor time management):

School has reopened and I'm back to the mundane
old routines & boring schedules.

Tutorials & lectures are driving me mad. Common
tests are coming up and my basic concepts of

most of H2 subjects are still weak. I just got back my
Economics assignment, and although i passed but
i did not scored very well for it. Argh. I wonder
how can i score for the upcoming lecture test? Argh.

Friends. I've been spending every bit of time that I'm
able to fork out with them. But, time is just not enough,
I've school work, piano, mc(which I've been neglecting),
family, tuition and all. Sigh. I've just too many obligations

that are stressing me up ):

Piano. I hope i can successfully pass my grade 5 theory
and practical piano examinations.

Love. I've no time for it.

so, people can STOP asking me why don't i have a bf.

♥ 11th January 2008 ♥

I met up with stupid laopo (:

We went for dinner & slacked at Choa Chu Kang.

She's beautiful inside&out (:

The playground. She suggested going to the play-
ground. HAHA. - Just to play hide-and-seek

She was there always (:

KIASIEWLING IS L O V E

Girl, you know I gonna be your listening ear, and do
my every bit just to be there for you always (:

And we know our friendship wasn't just based on the
black and white contract we had 4 years ago :\

It's gonna transcend all boundaries.

Just like this, friendship will go on forever.

Out with ningggg~

2008-01-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

♥ 6th January 2008 ♥

It's another shopping trip with Ning, chloe and mommies!

Haha. It was a really light & pleasant day spent! :D

We shopped all the way from City link to marina square
then Suntec city. Haha. I believed Ning & i were the
most-contented ones because we bought the most
pairs of shoes & sets of clothes (:

We were busy shopping & naughty Chloe was running
here & there! -.- Just running after her would had
already burnt up thousands of calories in us!

So, to refrain her from running about, sweets&
chocolates would be the only solution ((:

Ningggggg & I. HAHA.

See the contented look of hers? (:

Soon, we got really exhausted after walking & shopping
for a few hours and went to xxx(forgot the name of the
ice-cream shop) to have some ice-cream and drinks! Their
ice-cream was fabulous especially the strawberry
flavour one & the cream puffs!

Then, we headed to Kuishin-bo for dinner!

Yes, we were both very satisfied! (: But it pays to
eat good food too, and that's gaining of weight!(which
we both dread of) Haha, but I'm the most contented
today because i saw my eye candy. HAHA. And
we talked. Lol. Home sweeeet home then! :D

Drinking with alicia & love again! :D

2008-01-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

♥DRINKING WITH ALICIA & LOVES AGAIN! :D♥

I remembered vividly that it was raining cats and dogs
on that very day when i supposed to meet up with candy&
Wan Ting. We were supposed to meet at 1pm and i woke up
at 138pm. I was taken aback upon seeing the time! I jumped
up and scurried down the bed. I hastened my speed and
managed to get out of my home in approximately 1.5 hours
later :P

I cabbed down to Haji Lane and it was still raining.

It was hard finding both of them LAH. Lol. I tried on a dress&
it looked so much like my PYJAMAS. Lol. Candy&Wan Ting
kept laughing. Well, I'm just not tall enough (:

We then rushed to City hall, breeks cafe for dinner.

Then, i headed to City hall to meet Laopo, Lewis, Alicia,
Hui qi and Jal !(: Then, we headed to Sakae Sushi
for dinner again. LOL. I ate desserts only (:

NIGHT FALL*** on the beach
lychee martini
peach martini
slippery ******
beer

Next, let me present someone who holds a significant
position in my life : my dearest fcukerfriend TOMTOM

A million thanks to him that I'm blissfully leading my
happy life for he's always and forever staying by me (:
This little friend of mine never fails to tell me he loves
me(as a friend) everyday. HAHA! And through his actions,
i know he cares and meticulous little things he had done
for me. We just clicks! :D

And he loves to act retarded.

However, no matter how zz/retarded you are(with the fact
that you are already 100% zz&retarded now!!), you'll always
be my BEST FCUKERFRIEND :D

LOVES.

new year eve & new year :D

2008-01-10T09:18:00.000+08:00

♥ 31st December 2007 & 1 January 2008 ♥

Haha. I spent 4 consecutive days with my darlings! (:

I'll never get sick of these darlings of mine for they never
fail to plant a beautiful smile on me & bringing laughter to
my life! :D

My 6 sweet darlings (:

When I'm feeling down, Jovene never fails to hear me out
and lending me a shoulder to cry on. I will never forget
those sweet little pillow talks we had almost every night (:

When we are hanging out together, Ning never fails to
cam-whore with me! :D And i always feel very comfortable
talking to this sweetie (:

When there's Yaya, my days seemed really joyous!
For there's always this dearie to laugh with me!
And all of us love your laughter&chuckles, don't lose it! :D

When there's Katheryn, it never fails to remind us how insane
we are and thank god that we still have someone normal in
this group! HAHA.

When there's Enen & David, we always
feel very safe and so-protected for both of you never fail
to protect us no matter where we are! Haha, and you both
are constantly reminding us that we have to really accommodate

GAYS. Haha. Both of you really make a perfect match(:

The crazy us~

Haha. Okay, we booked a room at Hotel Millennium Corpthorne
at the very last minute with En en's credit card. Haha.

Then, i met up with En en and headed towards the hotel(:

Together with yaya, we checked into the room and
started fooling around. Lol. We even surfed their
super-expensive TV Internet. Soon, the rest of the
gang joined us (:

Then, we got changed and headed to Chinatown for dinner.

Heh, it has been ages since we ate economic dishes
like these! :D Tada~

Soon, Jovene met up with us and we headed to town to count
down to year 2008! :D

While waiting for time to pass, we headed towards Xin Wang
for some snacks! :D

We even bought the snow sprays and aimed at those
tikos ! I even sprayed right onto a face of one idiot.

Soon, we headed home after the war between us and those tikos!

Then, we started playing some games Ning bought for us!
HAHA. Katheryn's mind was definitely polluted after the wild
night :x HAHAHAHA. Those guys even took a lot of censored
photos and of course, i won't post it on my blog page! :P

We then played till dawn and slept all the way till Noon and
checked out. We headed to Plaza Singapura, Ajisen for lunch
and then home sweet home! :D

happy birthday ya jie jie :D

2008-01-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

29 December 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA JIE JIE! :D

Behind closed doors, true self reveals :x (inside joke)

Jovene & i met up with those darlings at Marina Square!(:

And before that, we went to get our little cake for the
birthday girl at Paragon, Bakerzin.

After miles of journey, the cake was ruined in my hands!

HAHA. The birthday girl was happy! :D

Ning & I

Soon, after a few games of pool, we went to cam-whore
in the toilet. Lol. That's our all-time favourite! We
never fail to take thousands of pictures when we're out
together! (:

Soon, we went over to Shangri-La Hotel to have our dinner
buffet! Haha. Before that, the birthday girl doesn't know

where will we be having our surprise dinner at, but she did made
some guesses and guessed correctly! -.-

The dinner was awesome (: We were all so busy having our
dinner that we only took pictures of those yummy desserts :P

Then, i was forced to eat something disgusting after losing
in a game -.-

Then, we went to the washroom and cam-whored again! :\

HAHAHA. We took lots of idiotic and censored photos. Lol.
Too bad that i can't upload those censored photos! HAHA.

I'M OUT OF MY MIND. LOL.

We can't even take a picture properly! HAHA.

We were deciding whether to go Zouk / Ya jie jie's
house, and eventually we went to her house! (:
We stay over night and played mj till dawn. HAHA.

And can you imagine 7 people in a room and 4 people
squeezing on a single bed? Lol. That was US! :D

Soon, mommy & all came and we went to Ichiban for
our dinner! We headed home after that ((: