o5.o9.2oo7

it`s th fifth again.

on th fifth of every month, it brings back memories.
memories full of you;
paths we once walked tgt before, hand in hand;
words you said to me;
promises you assured that you ll keep .

love we once shared.

we knew each other all thanks to my laopo.
never will i forget that day (:
you barged into my life and changed everything.
because of you, i knew what`s love;
thanks to you, i knew how sweet th sweetest can be;
then i knew how blessed it was to be loved by someone whom you love.
also, it was because of you, i experienced hurt,
i knew what was like to be heartbroken&stuffs.

that one&a-half year (:
with you by my side, everything seemed really different.
you ll protect me always, shoving those 'bees' off.
showering me with love, care&concern.

i loved th way you brought me to your friends and said,
"THIS IS MY WIFE !" ;
i loved th way you want me th whole world to know that we`re tgt ;
i loved th way you patted my head ;
i loved th way you brightened my days with surprises ;
i loved th way you proposed ;
i loved th way you looked into my eyes ;
i loved th way you made me feel like im-th-happiest-woman in th world ;
i loved th way you cried for me ;
i loved th way you stood up for me ;
i loved th way you held my hands ;
i loved th way you gave me warmth ;
i loved th way you dressed up ;
i loved th way you listened to me&respected what i like you to be ;
i loved th way you once loved me (:

that what i LOVE-D.
it`s all over, i know x)
now, looking back, im no longer tearing, im facing my past with smiles (:
yes, bit-by-bit, i ll learn to let go.

where's my forever ? my eternity ?

love is just a 4-letter word that represents nothing. sigh*

nevertheless,
i will learn how to cherish, cherish my-next-one.
***, will you wait for me ? (: