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abcdefghijKELLY
&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college

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god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick

♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome A level cert
Aaron ♥
Alan ♥
Adria (:
Alicia ♥
Aimi (:
Adeline (:

David ♥

Dalton ♥

Ervina♥

Jovene ♥
Jia ying ♥
Junze (:
Jal ♥

Kunjing (:
Kun Biao (:

Ruimin (:

Maveric (:
Melody (:

Ning ♥
Nicholas (:
Nelson (:

Ruimin (:

Seok hoon (:

Shang Ying (:

Timbernerslee - PW
Tanny (:

Wanyi ♥

Yaya ♥
Yinlin (:

Zhijie (:
Zongweiis (:
Zhu cheng (:
Zhi yuan (;

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I know, this time round, it's gonna be better (:

We've been through thick & thin,
we've been walking side by side, hand-in-hand,
& while walking, there were laughter, tears, blissful
moments, heartbreaking instances & all.

Journey of thousand miles, we've been through
Days with hundred litres of tears, we've encountered
But still, we chose to stand by each other

This 10 months of separation had made us even more
affirmed of the importance of one another.
Yes, blessing in disguise.

The love. The hugs & all.

I love my baby:D
(yes, I'm blissfully attached)

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

This month is coming to an end soon & it has been really a
hectic month. A lot of things happened & thanks for all my
darlings who have been staying by my side & holding me up.

My family. Previously, daddy was hospitalised but he
recovered & pink in health now. Mommy is busy shopping
& baking cookies for the upcoming Chinese New year.
Jovene has been working & crazy-ing as usual. Chloe just
learnt how to sing a chinese song when she don't even knows
how to speak in chinese! Lol.

My lovely cousins. Haha. We'll be meeting up next week!
Wooo. Lol. I think it has been close to a month since we
last met up. Heh, but, my dears, fret not, we gonna get
crazy and crazy & crazy next week again! :DDD

Yi Jia Ren. Laopo & Lessy. One who is always laughing
at my retarded face & another was one whom i often
laughed at for her damn face after eating. Lol. You know
i love both of you. And fcuker tomtom who is always
tolerating me for my sudden-throwing of tantrums & 360
degree mood swings. & Qiang qiang that joker. Lol.

Jia Ying & Ervina. It's really surprising for us to turn into
such good friends from colleagues of different shops! Lol.
I wanna thank Vina for taking the initiative to talk to me!
Haha. Gan ma gan ma gan ma. Lol. & crazy Ying for laughing
& crying together with me! (as getting drunk together with
me also :x) CNY is coming, our hotel stay, jumbo seafood
& all! Woooo. I really can't wait! :D

Alicia, Jal, Xueqi. Haha. Our favourite past time is.. TO
CLUB & DRINK TOGETHER! :D Haha. Now, Jal's at Australia,
it always feel like something or someone's missing. Lol.
Clubbing & drinking with you girls really cheers me up &
make me forget all my troubles within that night! :D

Aaron. My boo-boo! :D Our movie treat, yes, it's not
gonna be forgotten! Our twins! Our childish jokes! Our
stars! Our letters & all! :D

Tan Wan Ting. HAHA. I'm gonna blog about you lah!
Lol. I can imagine your facial expression now. It should
be damn hilarious! :D Actually, i really wanna thank you.
Thank you for making school so fun & 'happening' for
me! HAHA. Thank you for always writing down to-do
lists for me, homework to be completed, notes to
be collected & all! :D

David. bf bf bf bf bf bf bf bf bf best friend lah :D Heh,
i miss the void deck talks & walking home conversations!
I know you've been busy working & don't tire yourself!

Yibin. Sister, thanks for caring :D Meet up real soon!
& all my friends.

Him. My everything [: My love & dearest boy. Bb.

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

Just when i thought we are getting together..

Weep. Someone teach me what to do.
I'm lost & once again, i feel that my world
seemed to be crashing down on me.

For 10 months, I've been waiting blindly.
Just when i see a glimpse of hope..

You're all I've been waiting for.
What can i actually do except to cry?

Depressed.

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

Please..
please don't turn away..
please don't leave..
please don't shun me..
please dont hurt me..
please tell me it's gonna worth the wait..

Cherish me like you claimed to.
Adore me like I'm your world.
Hug me like there's no tomorrow.
Tickle me like before.
Love me like how you did in the past.

bb [:

Deep down, I'm really contented. Thanks for bringing
'happiness' back into my life once again. Thanks :D

I promise I'll change for the greater good. I'll learn to
cherish and not throw my tantrums every now & then.
I'll.. Trust me bb [:

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

I just got back home from taekwondo! I passed my
grading! Lol. I'm officially a Green Belt-er now! :D

As usual, i went to had my dinner with lessy & ling (:
I really enjoyed the company of both of them! Thanks
for everything my loves. Thanks for accompanying

me on every 5th of the month because you guys know
i always get eff-ing emo on the 5th because of some
personal reasons. Thanks for wiping away my tears
for me whenever i bump into him! Lol. Thanks :D

{Okay, Aaron, I've read your letter then I'm really
touched by every word & sentence you wrote. I can
feel that it's all your heartfelt words & thoughts you
are feeling. Thanks for everything, like you said, all
those little chats we had, those smses we've exchanged,
those encouragement you've gave and time you've spent
on me! I'm really thankful for everything. Also, never
will i forget those stars you've got for me, those wishes
you've wished for me. Those 3 wishes. Never will
i forget you my dearest boo-boo}

YAY-NESS. Thanks to my daddy that I've got
two new Gucci bag! Lol. Daddy went all the way
to Paragon with us & paid for the two Gucci bags.

Weets :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

♥ 19th January 2008 ♥

Haha. Yes, I'm out with Darling Alicia, Red ass monkey
Laopo, Dumbass Wanyi, Dumbass's husband&
Xue qi! :DDDDD

Before Xue qi and Alicia join us, we went for
shopping! HAHA. I just love to shop & spend money.

And yes, this is my BOYFRIEND SHIRT :D

We went to town & shopped. Haha, this is laopo &
I cam-whoring before crossing over to Cineleisure(:

I know I'm being loved & dote on ♥♥♥

Dumbass couple & I. Argh, where's my b?

Alicia suggested going that Hong Kong cafe at Cineleisure
for dinner AGAIN! Haha. Yes, again! Lol. We waited
for the food for really long. We were all famished!

TWIST FOR LIFE! :D
(hey nic, my twist is still 100 times nicer then yours!)

Check out Xue qi's cuteeee dimples! :D

HAHA. We are really cam-whores man. We just
love taking photos everywhere! Even in the washroom!

Cutaye and I !! :D

WE ARE LES. ACCEPT US PLEASE :D

And seriously, i don't know what I'm doing (Not drunk AH)

wonder what is that monkey doing. HAHA.

LOOK INTO THE CAMERA LAH KELLY.

Fcuk you, my friend ((: & you are really important
to me, stop thinking that i don't care about you please!

Sometimes, i really wanna get dead-drunk &
just forget those pain that are inflicted on me every night.

The sweetest couple & 2 days back was their 2nd
year anniversary! :DD

Below are some evidences of Yinlin and us
skipping the assembly. Lol. Three kukus playing one
PSP. Lol. And Lionel that flirt was the mastermind
influencing us to skip the assembly & all. LOL.

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

Sigh. I'm not feel really good inside, deep down my ♥.
And, i know, after this emo post, darlingsss will sms or
call me up to cheer me up & all. But, friends, ignore me,
stay nonchalant to this post. I'm just temporary emo, i'll
be back to the usual kelly in every one's eyes! (:

Sigh ): I always knew how to look back on my tears &
laugh, but i knew now, how it feels like to look back
at my laughter(with you) and tear. I really regretted the
way we ended, but I'll never regret the times we had.

Maybe some days, I'll tear away a part of me & let you go.

Sigh. The past & all. I miss them.

I'm contented the way we are now, really. Moreover,
I've been through the worst for the past 10 months without
you. Seeing you with your girlfriend, leading life without
you, walking on the streets without you to shelter the
rain for you & all. It's truly living hell.

I should be satisfied and ask for no more (:

You are the best & my most beautiful encounter.
I love you b b.

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

♥ 18th January 2008 ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH LEWIS LEE! :D

Haha. It's some lamer's birthday (:
Lol. I skipped PE and rushed home after school
then headed to town to meet the birthday boy
& friends. Lol. We headed to Plaza Singapura to
catch the movie 'Cloverfield'. It was really nice!
Haha, but i don't think Jing zhi and Lewis find it nice
because they got really nauseous after the show. Lol.

After the movie, we went to Ajisen for dinner and
Jing zhi went to bought a cake for Lewis! Lol. He
was surprised by the sudden 'happy birthday song'
and the cake! Lol. And the staffs at Ajisen were
really kind to help too (:

And yes, Rayner, i drank again. HAHA.

The singer. LOL.

JIA YING WAS DRUNK.

But, i was as drunk too. HAHA.

I really wanna thank the guys for taking care of
the drunkards. LOL. We were kinda hard to control.
It has been tough on all of you, i know! Lol. And,
my girls, thanks for crying & laughing with me (:

I love my friends (:

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

depressed.

Sigh. I think the effect of alcohol is hanging there,
so, I'm feeling more dejected than ever ):

I don't remember vividly what exactly happened last
night, but i knew Ying&I cried like fcuk ): How i wish
Gan-ma was there. Sigh. I really don't understand
why did we cried, basically we wouldn't get any love
or ANYTHING in return for shedding the litres of tears.

You were in my mind whole night long.

How i wish you were there, but you were not and
you wouldn't be there. Weep.

At first, I was really optimistic about all, but, you
mentioned that I've changed. People do change,
and who doesn't? Sometimes, it's even the environment
that was forcing us to change - some for the better,
and some for the worst. Yes, I'm not the girl you used
to know already. Now, i drink and party, but some
things in me remained unchanged & that's how i feel
about you.

You were the reason for everything.
You were the reason for my changes.
You were the reason why i hang onto the past.
You were the reason for EVERYTHING.

But..

"I DOUBT YOU WOULD BE THE GIRL I USED TO LOVE):"
Yes, this sentence killed me a few minutes ago.

I used to believe that if there's a will, there's gonna
be a way. That's why i held on to the past for so long,
hoping that one day, just one day..

But, now, i doubt I'll even have the will to even
walk closer to you..

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS

These are the photos taken when i went out with mommy
& Jovene on two different days (:

Yea, just to update a little more.
My current mood : Eff-ing CONTENTED.

I'm super happy & elated now! Don't ask me why
because only the privileged are allow to know!

HAHAHA. I'm laughing non-stop now. woooooo :D

It's worth the wait.
And just like you mentioned,
let nature take its own course and allow things
to develop along its path (:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D

Cherish, yes I'll.

YOU MADE MY SMILE (:

I'm gonna stop emo-ing!

And it's all because of you :D

YES YOU.

XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS