
party, deafening music, dance -- one can simply forget worries/troubles for that instance, for that night.
i hate to say goodbye to parties.
lights on, music ended, there seemed to be an invisible tenacious grip pulling me back to th reality, forcing the unwilling me back to the reality, allowing me to face th cruel facts all by myself.
emo-ing. leave me alone people ><
whatever. i cant always escape from th reality.
sooner or later, i have to face it.
that`s what im doing now, facing it bit by bit.
holding back my tears wont help, i know.
nevertheless, i have to be strong, or i ll disappoint ppl around me.
alright, back to my day :
i met laopo early early in the morning.
we kbox-ed.
both of us came back to my house, with candyheart tagging along (:
we supposed to be STUDYING.
seriously, we did make an effort to try persuade ourselves to study !
we ended up ordering macdonalds, tv-ed, partied with ear-splitting R&B.
tomtom&py came along, we had MJ.
they had dinner at my house and went home around 8pm++
laopo, im feeling exactly what i told ya.
weak weak -- super weak.
also, could you like stop saying those low ********** stuffs. i hate to hear all those words coming out from your mouth.
my dear, i love you ya.
COULD YOU PLEASE GET OUT OF MY LIFE,
I DONT NEED YOU HERE !
i hate to wake up early in the morning, knowing that i have to face this world again. ><

PEACE-OUT.
behind the smiles hid all th scars


