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&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college
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♥ oh- gucci love ♥
god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
♥ Give me a magical wand &.. ♥
♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome
A level cert
loneliness is inevitable. man cant do w/o friends, likewise, i cant also. i cant even stand a minute being companion-less.
i like to have my schedule all packed. work after work. tasks after tasks. it`s best that i wont even have time to take a breath or so.
when one is alone, or perhaps, when im alone, i tend to ponder a lot. ponder over all the unhappy stuffs. i hate that feeling. it makes me tear, tear a lot.
sigh. as usual, i had school today. friends were somehow kinda affected by my 'low-spirited' mood. throughout the day, there seemed to be a something suppressing me, i dont know what was it. even the steps i took today seemed much heavier.
however, friends did their utmost efforts to cheer me up&spur me on. im really thankful for that. im sorry if my 'dejected' mood had affected you guys, i know you all wanted me to smile like usual, but i dont wish to put up a false front even in front of you guys. forgive me. i have to act like normal at home, act like normal infront of daddt&mommy, act like normal infront of some. i cant cry or do whatsoever. be understanding alright.
also, i had candyheart&laopo to accompany me back home today, they accompanied&stayed with me till night. ty.
to all, please dont ask me what happened. if im willing, i ll tell. ty.