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&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college
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♥ oh- gucci love ♥
god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
♥ Give me a magical wand &.. ♥
♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome
A level cert
sigh. okays. i hate to sigh. mom mentioned something that i did everyday w/o realising. mom said i sighed everyday. i sighed when i woke up, i sighed when i eat, to put it simple, i sighed every now&then, everyday.
i just dont know why. life seemed meaningless. "live life to the fullest" ? i dont know how to.
sorry mr X, i dont mean to hurt you. i really dont want to see you wasting your time over me. you are good, nice, sweet&kind. seriously, i dont wish to lie to you/even give you false hope. im thankful that i had found someone that loves me (: but, we ll just be F.R.I.E.N.D.S okay ? i know i have been ignoring your dont-know-how-many calls&messages. im sorry for that. i dont wish to see you clinging onto a never-will-it-happen relationship ? im sorry.
also, mr Y, not forgetting you too. i hope im too sensitive, but before you tell me what you gonna tel me. i wanna say, F.R.I.E.N.D.S F.O.R.E.V.E.R =D
sigh. today`s gonna be over soon after a couple of hours. tomorrow`s gonna arrive soon. what will my tomorrow be ? w you ? w/o you ? i dont know. i dont wanna know. i will not know. i hope tomorrow will be a better day (:
suddenly, just a few seconds back, i thought of world-most-loving-couple : CANDYHEART&QIANG QIANG (((:
i just saw them an hour ago. both of them came to my house together with laopo. seriously, i wanna comment on this couple : they are so loving CAN ! aww. always, they`re close to quarrels, but never will they. one will always (and i need to repeat) - ALWAYS give in to another. they are such a perfect match. candyheart mentioned to me that she wont be able to live w/o qiang qiang, and they gonna get married to each other when it`s time to (: im sure qiang qiang thinks likewise too.
i wonder how many guys will stay faithful to their girls ? "hongsters" are everywhere. sigh. guys are un-trustable creatures (i mean SOME guys). sigh sigh sigh.
okays. i know this is a very-much random entry (: relationship ? a no-no for me ? but, im not gonna stay single anyway. HAHA.
im gonna say it one last time, i ve got no bf. STOP ASKING LAAAAA. if ever there is one day i found myself a boyfriend, i will feature him on my blog (((: hahahaha.
im now talking to buddy on the phone, should be focusing and not doing so-many things at a go. gonna end off this entry HERE. =DD