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&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college


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god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
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♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome A level cert
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The memories

May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008
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November 2008


♥ Thursday, November 8, 2007

get a life mannn. stop dwelling on the past.

basically, i`ve been telling this old phrase to myself - EVERYDAY.
okays. it`s really EVERYDAY. tons&tons of times everyday.
ggaaahhhhh. i`ve no one to blame for my current state.
i got myself in this deeeeeppp shyte. i`ve only myself to blame.

this pathetic ending that i created myself.
REGRETful, yes, regretful i am.

days passed, months passed. feelings are still same.
strong feelings that i have for you stayed&strengthened.

last night, i teared. i didnt call laopo/sher like i always do.
i dont know why. i held on to our photo, vision of you blurred.
that`s all the doings of my uncontrollable tears laaaa.
however, image of you in my heart is still vivid as ever.
after litres of tears, im back to sleep again.
i seemed to already got used to all the teary nights without you.

i`ve got so much to tell you.
i wanna tell you how much i cant let go of the past,
how much how much i want you back.
how much how much i miss you like eff.
how much how much i love you.

but, i cant. i dont want to destroy your happy life now.
i know you`re doing well now (; happy with friends&all.

aaaaahhhhhhhhhh.

im going to take the very first step out later.
first step to forget you.
im going to pack all the stuffs you gave.
yes, i cant bear to throw away, but im going to get that
big box of unhappy stuffs out of my sight (;


XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS