abcdefghijKELLY
&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college
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♥ oh- gucci love ♥
god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
♥ Give me a magical wand &.. ♥
♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome
A level cert
basically, i`ve been telling this old phrase to myself - EVERYDAY. okays. it`s really EVERYDAY. tons&tons of times everyday. ggaaahhhhh. i`ve no one to blame for my current state. i got myself in this deeeeeppp shyte. i`ve only myself to blame.
this pathetic ending that i created myself. REGRETful, yes, regretful i am.
days passed, months passed. feelings are stillsame. strong feelings that i have for you stayed&strengthened.
last night, i teared. i didnt call laopo/sher like i always do. i dont know why. i held on to our photo, vision of you blurred. that`s all the doings of my uncontrollable tears laaaa. however, image of you in my heart is still vivid as ever. after litres of tears, im back to sleep again. i seemed to already got used to all the teary nights without you.
i`ve got so much to tell you. i wanna tell you how much i cant let go of the past, how much how much i want you back. how much how much i miss you like eff. how much how much i love you.
but, i cant. i dont want to destroy your happy life now. i know you`re doing well now (; happy with friends&all.
aaaaahhhhhhhhhh.
im going to take the very first step out later. first step to forget you. im going to pack all the stuffs you gave. yes, i cant bear to throw away, but im going to get that big box of unhappy stuffs out of my sight (;