


It's time to update my blog (; Seriously, I'm hooked on to blogging.
on the 17th, i went out with my babaye kiasiewling. Lol. It's like
FINALLY that I've got the chance to go out with this little sweetie
of mine (;
Both of us accompanied Candy to work and we went to walk around
in town. It was raining then. We walked to Heeren and got drenched.
zZz. Then, we walked to Cineleisure for our dinner. Then, we
walked to Fareast Plaza to shop. Haha. I bought clothes again. Lol.
It's nothing new because I'm always buying stuffs.
Then, we went back to cck. Babaye went home whereas i went
to Lot1 and waited for bestfriend. Lol. David did gave me a
surprise -.-! It was really long since i met up with this friend of
mine (; We had a quite-long talk under my block.
He told me a lot, and i told him a lot as well. He mentioned, "Kelly,
you're really blessed, do you know that actually people around you
are really protecting you a lot?" I know. Well, i really know. I can't
deny the fact that I'm really blessed. I had everything except him.
I'm satisfied with my current life. My healthy family, dearest bunch
of cousins, yi jia ren, prettaye jiaying & ervina, booboo.. the list
goes on(; Also, my dear friend, remember what i told you alright(;
On the 18th, I went out with babaye again ;D I met her for lunch
and then she accompanied me to bukit panjang to alter my dress.
Then, babaye came my house. We talked and talked and talked.
Soon, i prepared and washed up. Then, i met Keng Wei at lot1
to go town. We had dinner and rushed to ROUGE! ;D This time
round, i had improved, i sold twice as many tickets compared
to the previous event! Yay! ;D
We had hell lots of fun in the club, but, what happened in the club
remained in the club :\ Soon, event ended at 3AM. We stick
around the club for awhile then headed to Newton Circus for our
late supper, together with my babe, Alicia, Xue Qi, Wilson, Victor,
Tomtom, David, Gordon and 4 other of Alicia's friends!
We drank a little as well :\ but before and during clubbing, we
drank too. I know you guys gonna say too much alcohol isn't healthy
yea. Lol. I know i know. I really know my limits (; No worries LA!
Also, just to update a little on my love life. Previously,
I'm attached to this guy for 2 weeks. But, now I'm not. I regained
that old as-usual single life again. I'm really sorry and i hope he'll
understand. We are still friends.
And yesterday, i saw hy at Rouge. He's doing well and I'm glad
to know that. Sigh. Everything came back. The feelings &
memories are flooding me. I just had that sudden urge to go
up front to him and tell him everything, but eventually I didn't.
I don't have the courage to. Furthermore, I don't wanna disrupt
his happy life. I'm really disappointed in myself. After all, 9
months since we broke up, i can't let go. What am i thinking
actually? I'm hoping for the impossible. Sigh )': I still love him
a.... lot. However, I'm feeling numb to these feelings. I've
been through the worst part already, what's more even
depressing than that? Sob.
Talked to Aaron a few minutes ago, and i really wanna thank you.
Thank you for everything, everything little things you do just to
make sure that I'm fine. You're awesome and i love you.
