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&I can't wait to turn 18 Currently schooling at pioneer junior college
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♥ oh- gucci love ♥
god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
♥ Give me a magical wand &.. ♥
♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome A level cert
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The memories
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
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depressed.
Sigh. I think the effect of alcohol is hanging there,
so, I'm feeling more dejected than ever ):
I don't remember vividly what exactly happened last
night, but i knew Ying&I cried like fcuk ): How i wish
Gan-ma was there. Sigh. I really don't understand
why did we cried, basically we wouldn't get any love
or ANYTHING in return for shedding the litres of tears.
You were in my mind whole night long.
How i wish you were there, but you were not and
you wouldn't be there. Weep.
At first, I was really optimistic about all, but, you
mentioned that I've changed. People do change,
and who doesn't? Sometimes, it's even the environment
that was forcing us to change - some for the better,
and some for the worst. Yes, I'm not the girl you used
to know already. Now, i drink and party, but some
things in me remained unchanged & that's how i feel
about you.
You were the reason for everything.
You were the reason for my changes.
You were the reason why i hang onto the past.
You were the reason for EVERYTHING.
But..
"I DOUBT YOU WOULD BE THE GIRL I USED TO LOVE):"
Yes, this sentence killed me a few minutes ago.
Sigh. I think the effect of alcohol is hanging there,
so, I'm feeling more dejected than ever ):
I don't remember vividly what exactly happened last
night, but i knew Ying&I cried like fcuk ): How i wish
Gan-ma was there. Sigh. I really don't understand
why did we cried, basically we wouldn't get any love
or ANYTHING in return for shedding the litres of tears.
You were in my mind whole night long.
How i wish you were there, but you were not and
you wouldn't be there. Weep.
At first, I was really optimistic about all, but, you
mentioned that I've changed. People do change,
and who doesn't? Sometimes, it's even the environment
that was forcing us to change - some for the better,
and some for the worst. Yes, I'm not the girl you used
to know already. Now, i drink and party, but some
things in me remained unchanged & that's how i feel
about you.
You were the reason for everything.
You were the reason for my changes.
You were the reason why i hang onto the past.
You were the reason for EVERYTHING.
But..
"I DOUBT YOU WOULD BE THE GIRL I USED TO LOVE):"
Yes, this sentence killed me a few minutes ago.
I used to believe that if there's a will, there's gonna
be a way. That's why i held on to the past for so long,
hoping that one day, just one day..
be a way. That's why i held on to the past for so long,
hoping that one day, just one day..
But, now, i doubt I'll even have the will to even
walk closer to you..
XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS