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&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college
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♥ oh- gucci love ♥
god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
♥ Give me a magical wand &.. ♥
♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome
A level cert
Tuesday blues. I'm sick. Down with flu, sore throat & a mild fever.
I called you, but you told me you wanna sleep. I went to visit the doctor alone, but the clinic was really packed, thus, i went home.
I went to the clinic again. I waited for hours and it was finally my turn.
I fell, i was sick, & you didn't care. That hurts. I was sick, but you didn't even mention a word of concern. That hurts. You remained nonchalant. That hurts.
You said you are stressed over friends & family. I wanted to help, but you pushed me away again&again. That hurts.
You mentioned that I'm not understanding and not knowing to how toput myself in your shoe. But, the fact is, i don't know how to, i don't even know what happened. Seeing you so stressed up, that hurts.
You wounded me again&again, leaving me and myself to clean up & nurse the wounds all alone. That hurts. I really thought everything will go really fine after this patch up. But, i'm just too naive. Things ain't just that simple. 'I'm strong enough' That was what I've been telling myself. And i hope I'm really strong enough.
Baby i love you & i really do.That hurts. I don't wanna end this all. I don't want any regrets. But things doesn't seemed really good for us. I potrayed 'us' just too beautiful, and just too beautiful & too good to be true.Life isn't a bed of roses and relationships isn't always smooth-sailing. Now, we are just like two person standing at the tip of the ice-berg, holding tight & doesn't wish to let go. But, it's tiring holding on...