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&I can't wait to turn 18
Currently schooling at pioneer junior college


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god bless me with a ♥wonderful family♥, great bunch of "loves" & the best boyfriend
just what more can i ask for?
& i'm just so in love with patrick, yes yes patrick
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♥ i'll sprinkle bits of love to my endeared ones& of course bless myself with a awesome A level cert
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The memories

May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008


♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Tuesday blues.
I'm sick. Down with flu, sore throat & a mild fever.


I called you, but you told me you wanna sleep.
I went to visit the doctor alone, but the clinic was
really packed, thus, i went home.

I went to the clinic again. I waited for hours and
it was finally my turn.

I fell,
i was sick,
& you didn't care. That hurts.
I was sick, but you didn't even mention a word
of concern. That hurts.
You remained nonchalant. That hurts.

You said you are stressed over friends & family.
I wanted to help, but you pushed me away again&again.
That hurts.

You mentioned that
I'm not understanding and not
knowing to how toput myself in your shoe
. But, the fact
is, i don't know how to, i don't even know what happened.
Seeing you so stressed up, that hurts.

You wounded me again&again, leaving
me and myself
to clean up & nurse the wounds all alone
. That hurts.

I really thought everything will go really fine after this patch
up. But, i'm just too naive. Things ain't just that simple.
'I'm strong enough' That was what I've been telling myself.
And i hope I'm really strong enough.

Baby i love you & i really do. That hurts.


I don't wanna end this all. I don't want any regrets.
But things doesn't seemed really good for us. I potrayed
'us' just too beautiful, and just too beautiful & too good
to be true.
Life isn't a bed of roses and relationships isn't
always smooth-sailing
. Now, we are just like two person
standing at the tip of the ice-berg, holding tight & doesn't
wish to let go. But, it's tiring holding on...




XOXO & overwhelming YAYNESS